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huayiqiao0111 ([info]huayiqiao0111) wrote,
@ 2010-05-11 01:18:00

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I figured it out later Pieces of another...
I figured it out later
Pieces of another puzzlePatiently putting it togetherShe opened her eyes and gazed bleakly at him"And is it your idea that discussing this interesting subject will make us friends?"
He wincedI thought I'd tell you I want to be"I honestly don't know, Catriana
Surprisingly, her shock and anger had both passedShe saw him slump back again, exhausted, and she did the same, reclining against the wooden headboard of her bedShe thought for a while, marveling at how calm she felt
"I don't hate you, Devin," she said finallyIt is an awkward memory, I won't deny that, but I don't think it has ever hindered us in what we have to doWhich is chanel purses and handbags what really matters, isn't it?"
"I suppose so," he saidShe couldn't see his face"If that is all that matters
"I mean, it's true what I said before: I've always been bad at making friends
"Why?"
Pieces of the puzzle againBut she said, "As a girl, I'm not sureMaybe I was shy, perhaps proudI never felt easy in our village, even though it was the only home I'd ever knownBut since Baerd named Tigana for me, since I heard the name, that has been all there is in the world for meAll that counts for anything at all
She could almost hear him thinking about that
He said, "Ice is for endings
Which is exactly what Alienor had said to herHe went on, "You are new chanel bags still a living person, CatrianaWith a heart, a life to live, access to friendship, even to loveWhy are you sealing yourself down to the one thing only?"
And she heard herself reply: "Because my father never foughtHe fled Tigana like a coward before the battles at the river
She could have ripped her tongue bleeding from her mouth, out at the very root, the moment she had spoken
"Not a word, Devin! Don't say a word!"
He obeyed, sitting very still, almost invisible in the depths of his chairAbruptly she blew out the candle; she didn't want light nowAnd then, because it was dark, and because he was so obligingly silent she was gradually able to regain omega constellation lady watch control of herselfTo move past the meaning of this moment without weepingIt took a long time in the darkness but eventually she was able to draw a long, steady breath and know she was all right
"Thank you," she said, not entirely sure what she was thanking him forShe waited a moment then softly called his nameShe listened, and eventually was able to make out the steady rise and fall of his breathing in sleep
She had enough of a sense of irony to find that amusingHe had evidently had a difficult night though, and not just in the obvious ways
She thought about waking him and sending him back to his own roomIt would most certainly raise eyebrows if they were seen omega constellation watches leaving here together in the morningShe discovered, though, that she didn't really careShe also realized that she minded less than she'd expected that he'd figured out the one truth about her and had just learned anotherAbout her father, but really more about herselfShe wondered about that, why it didn't bother her more
She considered putting one of the blankets over him but resisted the impulseFor some reason she didn't really want him waking in the morning and knowing she'd done thatRovigo's daughters did that sort of thing, not sheOr no: the younger daughter would have had him in this bed and inside her by now, strange moods and exhaustion omega planet ocean watches notwithstan


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